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[06 Nov 2003|10:05am]
It needs to be nov 22 right now.

I mean RIGHT now.
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[21 Oct 2003|10:16pm]
i want a new livejournal, goddammit. would soooooooomebody consider giving me a code, hmm?
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[16 Oct 2003|01:12am]
I went through my cds today, weeding out the ones that I don't listen to anymore and haven't listened to since oh, say, high school. I did this because I bought a new cd rack/holder thing and wanted to only put the useable cds in it. So now, I've weeded and I've come to find out

I only own 18 good cds. Well, actually 20, since 2 are in the car. but come on! 18!! It must be cd buying time!
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[05 Oct 2003|08:00pm]
realize I am quite possibly several months behind on this, but

I just totally fell in love with queer eye for the straight guy.
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[05 Oct 2003|12:26am]
you are an indie snob poser
You are an indie snob poser!

Well, i guess i can't blame you. You probably
listen to some more obscure stuff and go to a
few shows, but you're not quite an indie snob.

Are You an Indie Snob?
brought to you by Quizilla

fuck, every time i turn around, s omebody's calling me a poser.
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[24 Sep 2003|12:20am]
I was talking to Galen last night, telling him about my day and this boy I am totally infatuated with. He told me to stop blabbing about it and just jump his fucking bones for christsake or shut up and be miserable.

The thing is, I'm not miserable when I have a crush on a boy. It's the opposite. It's kinda nice. Once there is knowledge of it by the boy, though, it's all downhill. Mostly because you reach a certain point of total buildup with this crush thing.

So, I'm being a good girl and getting out. Been spending time with Sarah from work. There is a high possiblity of spending time with Sarah and Dustin from work on sunday, in a situation with alcohol. The new guy at work asked me if Dustin had ADHD. It could be possible, the boy is a bit crazy. Just wait till he meets Sarah and works with her. Woah.

I've seen one really good movie and one alright movie this week. Lost In Translation is amazing. I would see it again. I will buy it on DVD. I think Sophia Coppola is amazing. [even if I can't spell her name quite right.]

Death Cab tickets for Nov. 22 Tenative plans to see slomo rabbit kick (former rev hydra, i understand) and Carissa's Weird farewell show in November.I'm trying to find my way back to my concert-going self. Course, walking into christmas is a bad time to do this. I may be picking up a few hours during the holidays and lane bryant, kinda killing time untill the new store opens and my supposed promotion would happen. Cursive & Blood brothers are comming... oct 17.

Shit I need another job just to support this habbit.

the things that i am thinkingCollapse )

Seriously, the new death cab is amazing and I'm hardly listening to anything else. However if my computer wasn't being insane right now, I'd be listening to the weakerthans. I put in an old cd on the way home and it had a live/acoustic version of my favorite chords. it made me want to hear more.Maybe it'll work tomorrow?
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[07 Sep 2003|03:57am]
i could never be friends with the type of people i want to.
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[02 Sep 2003|10:18pm]
All that it comes down to is this:
I've done it again. I'll do it again. I let people down, I piss them off. I make them go away. I've never kept a friend for more than a year. I want to, but I don't let myself. and Idon't know why. I could lament about how i was such a different girl back then, how I've changed so much. How you wouldn't know me back then. That's it. Right there. Maybe thats it. I keep living in the past. Letting all those actions and faults and traumas keep me from doing and feeling anything anymore. It takes a lot to get under my skin and at the same time, not much at all.
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[31 Aug 2003|11:11am]
strange dreams where i am apparently old friends with britney spears, ran into mark hoppus working at a toll booth (with britney spears) and saw mike finney who told me he'd been looking for me for years.

oh, and apparently my uncle was piloting "big o". and then i stole big o and went around town trying to help.
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happy birthday to me [27 Aug 2003|06:22pm]
i can see it happening already. it's going to be horrible. im going to kill someone. really. kill.. DIE KILL.

maybe ill just get really trashed and do an emo-cry thing. that might be entertaining.
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[26 Aug 2003|07:05pm]
i think im having a bit of a nervous breakdown
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[25 Aug 2003|10:00pm]
I do believe my first 21+ show shall be Death Cab For Cutie.

It is only fitting.
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[25 Aug 2003|07:23pm]
I seem to have aquired myself an unpaid internship with an all digital music label. I don't know how I did that.

And I also don't know how to log into the system exactly.

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[25 Aug 2003|07:21pm]
It's not that I think I deserve more than what I've got. I'm pretty lucky. Hell, it's not like I'm living in a box or anything. But I want so much. And refuse to go after it.
I don't think I deserve anything I've gotten, really. It's not like I've ever tried to do anything. I just do the easiest things. But sometimes good things just happen to me. Most of the time, they have bad consequences though. I have weird luck, I guess.
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[25 Aug 2003|05:09pm]
if anyone wanted to give me/find me a job, that'd be super great.
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a curious prediciment [24 Aug 2003|11:35pm]
one vote boning
one vote comfort
one vote "ida know"
one vote "well, well"

i don't even know. do you?
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[24 Aug 2003|10:40pm]
*punches self in face*

yeah, one of those days.
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Play it for me, one more time [21 Aug 2003|07:23pm]
He said I looked rather stunning.
And I swear, that's enough for me.
[it so took my breath away.]
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august 27th, 1982 [21 Aug 2003|01:54pm]
t-minus six point five days.
i guess this thing is a go.

this is what you've been waiting forCollapse )

also, i got a new haircut. bangs for the first time since i was fourteen. when i got home, my roommate said that i looked older now. he said it was a good thing. and then he said i dont look like a kid anymore. at which point he became very afraid for his life, because i gave him the patented you've.called.a.girl.both.old.and.childish.in.the.last.five.minutes.you.should.really.run.now.look

he dismissed his comments by saying he was from a foreign country and perhaps he didn't know the right english.

i didn't actually have a problem with what he said, but i know a lot of girls who would. i am trying to help him, train him to the way a woman�s mind works.
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